Warped

When something goes wrong, I always feel that why did it had to. I put in so much efforts. So much of my time. Valuable time.

And then, after just a fickle of introspection, I realise that the efforts I was thinking about weren't really efforts at all. They were just mere figments of my imagination. While doing something, I would have been thinking that I am doing something constructive, while the truth is that I never do anything constructive at all...

This has to change. Immediately.